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2018

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how do they do it they always have something to say
but i can't even find my voice
my tongue's just a leaf that the wind blew away
from the tree of self-expressive noise

well most of the time i think that i deserve this
bag of nails inside my head
i put too much effort into being effortless
until i just spend all my day in bed

i don't feel like i woke up
just fell asleep in reverse

i have to ruin these songs just to clear up my mind
cause i don't know what else to do
there's so much sadness and joy that i could sing about
but for some reason i just can't seem to get it through

badly chosen words
a badly worded choice
my vision slowly blurs
just wanna grab these wires and chords

and plug into my brain
see the angels change
from muses with black eyes
into piles
of darkly floating chains
they keep the moon in cage
and i am left deprived
of all my screams

i feel like i'm just
creaking like a
rusty old door
i have so much
on my mind but
so little to think of

i'm trying to find the words that sound better reversed
going in reverse trying to find myself
i never moved an inch from here
so where did i go

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released October 1, 2020

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